tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4669030728598012650.post4839872190374127261..comments2012-09-28T13:45:53.792-06:00Comments on Vince and Rachel: Panic Leads to RantingRachel Wilsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03465020066561759691noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4669030728598012650.post-34526688425161560262012-07-14T14:39:11.268-06:002012-07-14T14:39:11.268-06:00I think about this many times every day. What'...I think about this many times every day. What's worse is that it's usually accompanied by a horrible pain of guilt. I panic, "crap! I haven't taken a picture of her in 2 weeks!" and then it feels like those 2 weeks are lost for ever and that's usually followed by some anxiety about having to document everything which naturally leads to none of it actually happening because I'm too busy being worried. ah! And I feel like you hit it right on the nose with the growing up daughter business. I'm so scared of that! I want a daughter who can talk to me about anything (because I didn't feel that way towards my mother after about age 13) and I don't know how to do that. If you figure it out, let me know! :)lindsay gwynn waltonhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15267618113117175867noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4669030728598012650.post-58420251213806182732012-07-14T08:41:19.727-06:002012-07-14T08:41:19.727-06:00Oh man, Rachel, you voiced my thoughts exactly. I ...Oh man, Rachel, you voiced my thoughts exactly. I think a huge part is wanting to remember the feelings of this time in our lives, and pictures and videos and short journal entries just don't capture it well. I keep waking up and realizing that she just gets older and older, and I will never have this time again with her. And as hard as day-to-day life is sometimes, you're right - this is the time I've waited so long for. I need to enjoy it more (love that dr seuss quote!). And no, you're not crazy. I think all moms feel this way, and all moms feel guilty for not doing more to capture it - but there's just no way to fully capture what this time feels like.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13269735082329349010noreply@blogger.com